Summer has come and gone, and blog posts have slowly ceased... Sorry. My bad, really. Blogging hasn't been the only things to dwindle down recently either. My 365 photography challenge was halted, my online class uncompleted, ideas have gone away, laziness set in.
On the other hand, my boyfriend and I have officially been dating for 2 months, 1 week, and 2 days. We spend so much time together; I don't know what I'm going to do when school starts tomorrow and after he gets a job. I'll go crazy.
Speaking of school, my senior year of high school starts tomorrow at 7:15. That, my friends, is the real reason for this 3am blog post after such a long break. I am nervous, excited, and not ready for change. I wish that I could just pause life for a quick second because it just keeps creeping up.
I'm a senior. This is my last year of high school. I'm going to be moving away for college. I won't be around my family. I'm going to have to take care of myself. I need to get a job. I need to get my license. I need to get a car. I'm growing up.
And I just don't know if I'm completely ready for it.
I don't know how to send my transcripts to colleges. I don't know how to pay taxes.
I am nervous and excited to be moving out, paying for my own things, getting a job, driving.
I keep praying for calm and strength through this crazy bit of life, cause Lord knows I need to trust and relax. Just to breath.
Okay. Topic change:
My grandparents are leaving for Virginia today. Actually, my dad and I are taking them to the airport in an hour for a 7am fight. Baby girl, my cousin, is supposed to be born on the 10th. My grandparents are going down for her birth and helping my aunt and uncle out with their two boys. The younger one is celebrating his 4th birthday while the old people are down there visiting, too.
Departure date and time: 700 hours, 1 September, 2014
Arrival date and time: ?, 25 September, 2014
Three and a half weeks.
In the mean time, I am in charge of the house and keeping things in order. I also have school, band, football games, and competitions. I am cooking dinner for Tristan's family one night. Who knows what else is in store for this girl, but just thinking about it is making me tired.
One more little tidbit: Tristan and I are running for Homecoming Court together. I am super excited! My dress is this bright navy blue (that's not a good description), and I bought him a matching bowtie. I even learned how to tie it just for the occasion. Super excited, people, super excited!
Okay, that's it.
I didn't realize how much I had to say. Or how much I missed typing this all out! I will try and post regularly now that I kind of have a schedule. We'll see, I guess.
HW<3
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